Tuesday, March 20, 2012

2 years..

It's been just over 2 years since I got on oxy. You'd think we'd be good friends by now. But really, I hate Darth more than ever! I've been going without it a lot lately pretending I don't need it. I keep my oxcimeter with me all the time to measure my stats. And than I'm shocked when my saturation has dropped and I'm out of breath and energy.

i think its strange that I'm having a harder time now than ever before. Mentally that is. Come on. This is what I do now. It's OK. I just don't know how to be sick. You'd think I'd figure it out after 21/2 years. And longer really.

The day is beautiful! I'll go for a walk. That is the best medicine of all.


  1. I love you! You are one of the strongest women I know! no Lie! I don't know how to be sick either, so i won't pretend to know the answers. BUT, I do think we should go out on a double date! That may take your mind off things! :)

  2. I want to come too :) Its the chronic-ness of the whole thing that super-sucks. Sorry, but it does. We can do anything for a short time- its when things last longer that they pull us down. The walking is a good idea- hopefully this schizo weather will make up its mind to be nice for a while. Love you. Hang in there and put on your dang oxygen, Darth. Its kind of important. Just a little.

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